The Poetry Apothecary Collective

A Chicago rooted and globally connected sanctuary for women ready to come home to themselves.

A steady place to reconnect with your voice, your center of gravity, and the parts of you that have been buried beneath years of holding everything together.

March Gatherings: Spring Awakening

Each month, we root ourselves in a single, guiding theme. Every gathering and writing salon gently circles back to it.

I created this community because it’s what I needed when my life fell apart.

In 2021, I left an abusive marriage.

For years, I had slowly lost my center of gravity. My world revolved around trying to love someone who could not love me back. I poured all of my energy into holding the relationship together, believing that if I just tried harder, cared more, or gave more of myself, I could make it work. Instead, I lost myself.

I took a torch to the lifeless life and opened a new chapter.

Writing brought me back to myself. Not overnight. But as I returned to the page, time and time again, I began to hear myself again. I heard my voice, for the first time. And began a new love story.

The practice of journaling, writing poetry and songs became the place where I gave voice to all the scattered pieces of myself and invite them to come home.

And I realized:

There must be other women walking through this same kind of unraveling — women who have spent years holding everything together, anchoring themselves in others, and slowly losing touch with who they are.

This Collective was born from that knowing.

Because no woman should have to find her way back to herself alone.

Come alive through creativity

Come alive through creativity

A SANCTUARY FOR RECLAMATION

Writing and creativity are simply the doorway.

What we are really doing here is:

Learning how to stay connected to ourselves again.

Like a nervous system that has been trained for years to orient outward — toward others’ needs, expectations, and approval — we gently retrain ourselves to come back inward.

Not through force.

Through practice.

Through expression.

Through witnessing.

Through community.

Because you cannot reclaim yourself in isolation.

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WHY A CREATIVE PRACTICE CHANGES EVERYTHING

When you return to the page regularly, something profound happens: you slow down and begin to pay attention. You find safety in your inner world. You begin to respond instead of react to life. You stop feeling the need to perform and start telling the truth.

Over time, this changes everything. From how you make decisions, to how you trust yourself to how you relate to others.

This is why Audre Lorde famously wrote, “poetry is not a luxury.”

It is a pathway back to aliveness.

THIS IS FOR YOU IF…

This Collective is especially for women who:

Feel like they’ve been living on the edges of their own lives

  • Have spent years holding everything together for others

  • Sense something inside them is stirring — but don’t know what yet

  • Long to feel more alive, expressed, and anchored

  • Crave depth, real connection, and meaningful conversation

  • Want a steady place to come back to themselves

WHAT YOU RECEIVE

A simple, steady rhythm that supports your return to yourself:

✨ Monthly themes that help you explore and expand your inner world
✨ 2x/month live (over Zoom) guided writing salons each month
✨ An intimate community space
✨ Tools for embodied expression and emotional grounding
✨ Optional in-person salons, gatherings and ways to connect live in Chicago